It had
been ten years since Leah had opened the underground den to the Arithoth's clan
of dragons. Over those years they had opened the den to a few other nomad
dragon families needing a place to settle down. All the while, Leah was
beginning to change herself. Her hair had completely grayed. The wrinkles on
her face had deepened and increased in number. Her gray eyes, however, remained
as alert and bright with knowledge as they had ten years before.
She
sat at her desk staring out into Grenvale woods. Her house was not far from the
secret den in case any of the dragons required her assistance. In her hand was
a feathered quill Ledah's adopted son Cadmon had given Leah when the dragon was
a nestling. Leah, Drolin, and Miren had taken the young nestlings outside in
the forest. It took months for the dragon parents to finally trust Leah. It's
not that they didn't like humans. Humans just didn't like dragons, and killing
a nestling was easy. After helping the fledglings learn to fly, overseeing a
clutch of eggs hatch, and administer to every dragon wound, the nestling's
parents had finally allowed her to take the young ones on a long anticipated
trip to the woods while the parents went fishing...
“Cadmon,
what do you have there?” Leah had asked the black nestling.
Cadmon's
silver eyes had been glued to a single black crow feather. He had looked at it
with great intensity, occasionally putting his small foot next to it, comparing
the scales to the feather. Cadmon, out of all the dragons in the clan, was the
only black dragon there was. He had no parents. Before the clan had moved,
Ledah had adopted Cadmon when he was a month old hatchling. Her son Tiredon was
around the same age as Cadmon, and she thought it might be good for Tiredon to
have a brother his age.
Cadmon
had looked up Leah and said, “I don't know. But looks it like me.”
Leah
had laughed. “No it doesn't. Well, it's a black feather. But you don't look
like a feather.”
“What's
a feather?”
“A
feather is what birds use to fly.”
“Do
dragons use feathers?”
“No!”
She had stretched out Cadmon's webbed wing. At first Cadmon had recoiled and
acted apprehensive to her touch, but eventually he had given in. “This is what
dragons use to fly.”
Cadmon
had looked at his wing curiously then at the feather. “How does that make them
fly?”
“Well,
you see they grow it on their wings.”
Cadmon
had looked very hard at the feather, as if trying to imagine on a bird. “Will
it make you fly?”
Leah
had laughed. “No. I don't think so.”
Cadmon
had swept it over her with his tail. “Maybe it will! Keep it.”
Ever
since then, Leah had used it to write in her journal:
Dear
Student,
Today, has been ordinary for the most part.
The nestlings of ten years ago (when I first sheltered this clan) are just
around the age to begin flying. There are eight that seem to be ready to fly.
Out of them are the three nestling I have taken an interest in: Thirwyn,
Cadmon, and Tiredon.
I've
been somewhat worried about Tiredon as of late. I too often see him sneaking
out of the den or hear him come up with some excuse to leave. His attitude has
become proud and arrogant (though I should not be alarmed; nestlings do have a
tendency to develop such qualities and grow into them as fledglings; he should
grow out of it). It is however the sneaking off that has piqued my worries. He
goes out more often than fledglings should. Though there have not been any
problems with it, I still get feelings of unease.
Then
there is Cadmon, Tiredon's brother. He has grown to be the opposite of Tiredon.
I swear the only thing those two share is the same eye color. While Tiredon
enjoys and draws attention to himself, Cadmon has preferred to be more
antisocial than dragons usually are. He does, however, keep a close friendship
with Thirwyn. I have seen the two together almost all the time since they
arrived at the den. I have often heard him call Thirwyn 'brother' though he
will only call Tiredon by his name. It is not that he is unkind or particularly
malicious. He is simply detached and uninterested in dragons other than
Thirwyn. Poor Ledah has had such difficulty coaxing him to participate in the
traditional celebrations. Once she just gave up and let him stay in the nest.
Thirwyn of course joined him in the den after the primary rites of the
festivities had been commenced.
Thirwyn,
of course, has always fascinated me. His poor father Arithoth led the clan to
the den after having lost his mate. I have so often prayed for him. He
continually frets over his only son. Once as a nestling, Thirwyn caught a minor
case of the Nest Bug, and (dear me!) I swear Arithoth thought Thirwyn was going
to die. It hasn't helped Arithoth that Thirwyn has been sullen and depressed.
Of course he has grown out of it over the ten years, but still he seems to be
missing some of that dragon spirit. It isn't like Cadmon. Cadmon almost rebels
in his lack of compliance. Thirwyn will conform to anything with little
enthusiasm and little fight. When he does fight, it is more of a fit of
irrationality, where he will have a sudden moment of anger and then it will
vanish. His moods will fluctuate at moments, but for the most part he is
dispassionate. He refuses to sleep. He will lie down in his nest, but I have
often seen him wide awake in the middle of the night. I fear sometimes that his
mother's death has scarred him too deeply. However I also think there's more to
it than Arithoth or I know. I still consider what Drolin told me about
Thirwyn's behavior on the way to the den. He had simply woken up depressed.
Maybe it was a dream about his mother, but how would that explain his words: “Why
is she mad? I didn't do anything.”? I often entertained the possibility that it
was his mother who was mad and that he thinks she blames him for her death. But
then Drolin mentioned how Arithoth told him that Thirwyn said he met someone in
his dream. Poor thing was embarrassed to silence and refused to tell his father
anything more. But I keep getting the notion that that single fact alludes to
something else. As much as I try to delve deeper, I cannot find a fitting
answer to this phenomenon. Yet, I know it's lingering somewhere as something so
obvious that I can't reach it. I know Cadmon knows something relating to
Thirwyn's attitude. However he refuses to speak on the matter every time I
allude to it.
Despite
these blocks in my knowledge, I am confident that between me, Drolin, and
Miren, we will find some explanation to this. It's in my bag of knowledge; I
just have to pull it out.
Leah
rubbed at her temples. She was so sure that there was something dire she was
missing with Thirwyn. Miren and Drolin had concurred with her notion. Miren had
been observing Thirwyn just after his mother's death on the way to the den. He
had seemed depressed, but in the month of travel he had allowed himself to be
coaxed out of his depression. He had slept more often then. The sudden switch
in moods had happened just before arriving at the den. This increased Leah's
suspicions.
She
saw Drolin leap in through the window. His brown fur shimmered in the candle
light. She smiled. “Out for another nighttime walk?” she asked.
Drolin
licked his paw in a very catlike way. “You could say that. I spent more time on
a roof however. I must say. Humans think very little of cats. To believe I
would think about nothing else than big mice and lady cats. hmph!”
“Cats
don't usually have your intellect. You're unique. Also there was that time when
you were quite fond of the bakers' cat.”
Drolin
rolled his eyes. “I thought she might have some sort of potential knowledge. I
have a weakness for white fur. What can I say?”
Leah
laughed.
Drolin
sighed. “Being such a brilliant intellectual trapped in a cat's body is so
depriving. I mean it was only yesterday that I was casually walking past the
bakers' shop when the man chucks a rock and tells me to 'Scram! Mutt!'
First of all, even if I was a primitive cat, I wouldn't be a mutt because that
is a dog! Second I wasn't even stealing any of his goods; I was simply walking
by to...”
Leah
felt the cold terror numb all her senses. The last thing she heard was Drolin's
panicked cry. “Leah!”
Leah's
consciousness was pulled into another body. It was a girl's body, around
thirteen years old. She was lying comfortably in a cot, looking up at the
ceiling with the covers pulled around her. The blanket was merely sack-cloth,
but it still provided some warmth from the cold. Everything was silent. There
was no wind, no breathing, no creaks...just silence.
Then
she felt something being shoved down her throat! It was like a snake crawling
into her mouth and down her esophagus. She tried to scream, but the thing had
paralyzed her and muffled her throat. She was forced to silence, forced to live
this real nightmare alone. It was frightening at first, but then it became
painful. She had involuntarily swallowed the thing completely. She had tried to
breathe, tried to yell, tried to scream, but she could not.
Then
she felt its teeth. She felt sharp pain as its razor sharp knives sliced into
her organs. She suffered as the razors ripped open her stomach, burst through
her skin, tore out her throat, eat her alive. There was nothing but pain. Pain
so consuming she wanted to scream just to relieve it. But she couldn't. She was
forced to silence. It was like her voice was trapped in a metal box filled with
one thousand bolts of lightning. It hurt so much, she wanted to let her voice
out to express her pain, but it was trapped in that painful metal box.
Finally
when she felt herself slipping away, she felt the beast’s mouth at her chest,
as it plunged down into it and ate her heart. And still everything was silent.
Leah
clutched the desk for support as she lurched out of the vision. Drolin was at
her side, licking her hand to help her back into reality. She was trembling.
Her breathing was irregular and shallow. “I am getting far too old for this,”
she said, half to herself.
Drolin
climbed on to her shoulders and began licking her face. She stroked Drolin's
fur. The softness under her fingers helped her get a grip her surroundings.
“Do
you want to talk about it?” Drolin asked.
“I
don't think I have much of a choice. I must.”
“You
can wait until you have a better grip on things.”
“No. I
must do it now, while it is still fresh in my head.”
Drolin
sat patiently on the desk as Leah told him what she felt, what she saw, and
what she heard in her vision. Drolin looked at her with patient pale green eyes
as Leah retold her vision, repeating every detail she could remember. Finally
when she was finished, she took out a large book from a drawer in her desk. It
was more like a journal then a book. It had a large, thick leather cover. The
parchment inside was bound in it by rings of twine. The book was thick with
notes stuffed between the pages and aged with the many years gone by. Leah had
made the book herself when she was a budding wizard, just freed from a witch's
grasp.
Now,
she flipped through the pages frantically, searching for a specific page.
Drolin
noticed this. “You think you have seen it before?”
“I
know I have seen it before, but it was long ago. One of my first visions
actually.”
Drolin
looked over her shoulder and watched as she flipped to the desired page. “Oh I
remember this one,” he said. “You could never really find the murderer for that
vision. You think it’s related to this one?”
“Yes.
Look. I got the same feeling of something coming down my throat in this vision.”
She pointed to the line. “And then I felt like I was being eaten alive.” She
pointed to another line.
Drolin
looked suspiciously at the page. “Yes that is true, but those murders haven't
occurred for over fifty years. Why would the killer resume now?”
Leah
shrugged. “I don't know. I think I'll consult Miren on the matter. At the very
least, he can warn the dragons.”
Drolin
nodded. “Good idea. I suppose you will do your best to try to catch this
culprit?”
Leah
nodded. “Of course. I have been given this gift for a reason. What a waste it
would be if I didn't use it!”
“I
still can't believe how you can still call that a gift. I remember how much
those visions terrified you as a child.”
Leah
smiled kindly at the cat. “We are all given something to contribute to the
world. It is a light that we must distribute. Sometimes it is a light that
burns, but I will use mine to its fullest extent.”
“Just
be careful, please. This sounds dangerous.”
“You
always say that.”
“Because
it always is.”
* * *
This
is definitely not that-time-of-the-month scenario, Amy thought as she
swept. The sheets were almost completely red with blood, yet there were no
signs of a body. There weren't any stains on the floor to indicate the body had
been dragged off. The cot was just bloody with no body. The window had been
open however, indicating the killer had gone through that way.
Donna,
cruel as she was, made the girls in the orphanage work. Amy was busy sweeping
the large bedroom where everyone slept. All hell had broken loose when the
girls woke up. All eyes had gone to the cot, and everyone had run out screaming
to Donna. Amy had been the calmest of them all, mostly because she had been staring
at the scene in shock for an hour before everyone woke up. With all the
commotion the girls had made, the whole town knew about the disappearance and
had started coming up with possibilities like witches, demons, ghosts, disease,
and so on. Donna had been furious with the girls who blabbed and screamed to
the town. Amy see. Since that morning, there were dozens of people knocking on
the door begging to see the scene of the crime and promising Donna they would
find the murderer if she paid them. Good luck with that, Amy thought.
Donna was just about as cheap as dirt and would never even consider
surrendering a coin for this cause. Amy however already knew what did it:
dragons.
Amy
practically ground the broom into the floor as she thought the word. Dragons!
She see it the evidence. The window was open, so a dragon's head could probably
snake through and eat Marcel, leaving the cot bloody and empty.
It
seemed so clear in her mind. A dragon had killed her parents. It seems logical
that one would not pause to kill Marcel. That fury grew in Amy once more,
consuming her and overwhelming her mind and sight. What she wouldn't give to
kill a dragon at that moment! Not even a lizard was safe from her that moment!
If only she could just...
Snap!
Good
God! Amy thought as she looked down at the two halves of the broom in her
hands, broken by her fury. Donna will throw a fit. Amy liked that. Amy
did hate the world, but there was no human she hated more than Donna. Since day
one at the orphanage, Amy and Donna had done everything to make each miserable.
Donna had charged Amy with pointless jobs, while Amy did everything she could
to make those jobs go wrong. That of course got her into even more trouble, but
if Donna got angry, Amy wouldn't stop. This broom in two pieces might just
brighten her day.
She
strolled out of the room, her fury diffused with the joyful opportunity to make
Donna's day worse. Amy knew Donna didn't really care about Marcel. She was only
angry that the curious townspeople kept knocking on her door. Throw two pieces
of a broom into it, and Donna might just lose it. Perfect, Amy thought.
She
walked confidently to Donna's door and knocked.
“If
it's one of you Godforsaken rats looking for reward money, I'll give you my
boot and shove it down your throat!” she roared.
“It's
me, Donna,” Amy said pleasantly. Amy had no need to give her name; Donna always
knew when Amy was at the door.
“What
do you want?”
“I
can't sweep.”
“Why
the hell not?”
“Open
the door and see.”
Donna
opened the door. Donna was a stout woman (or fat as Amy called her). She had
blond shoulder-length hair that was neither straight nor curly but somewhere in
the middle. Amy loved to make note of the mole on her upper lip and the slight
unibrow Donna had growing. Her pale blue eyes were like ice to the soul when
she looked at anyone, but Amy got over that when she started secretly calling
her “Snow Hag.” She often had a red weasel draped around her neck. The weasel
always gave Amy the chills. At first someone would think it was dead, but then
suddenly in the middle of a conversation, its head would flick up suddenly and
stare straight at you with intent black eyes.
Donna's
icy eyes darted to the snapped broom. “Of course,” she said, her voice barely
containing her fury, “And what brought this on? Hmmm?”
“I
don't know. I was just sweeping and it broke. Must be a cheap broom. How much
was it?”
Amy
could see Donna's face turning purple and nearly laughed. “Fix it,” she said.
“Why
not buy a new one?”
“Because
that one is perfectly fine.”
“Looks
like it's in two pieces to me.”
“JUST
FIX THE DAMN BROOM!”
“Yes,
Misses! Whoops! I mean, Miss. You're not married yet.”
Donna
exploded. “GET OUT OF MY FACE YOU DAMN RAT!”
“Leaving!”
Amy said pleasantly with a wave as she hurried back to the door.
“And
clean those Godawful sheets that are causing us so much trouble!” she snapped.
She
stiffened. Great, Amy thought, Stuck with the dirty job. Though
she knew Donna would give it to her anyway.
“You
shouldn't antagonize her. Especially not on a day like this,” Amy heard Bethany
say from the kitchen as Amy walked by. Bethany looked at her with reproachful
blue eyes. Donna had assigned Bethany to cook with Rebecca.
Amy
rolled her eyes at Bethany's comment. “Now is the best time to bug her.”
Bethany
groaned. “After there's been a death in the orphanage? For crying out
loud, Amy! The woman's probably under a lot of stress right now. Not to mention
the grief or horror she's feeling.”
“Hate
to tell you this, Beth, but I'm pretty sure that Donna doesn't give a damn
about any of us. Is she under a lot of stress? I'm sure she is. Probably
worried about how to get all these people off her doorstep begging for reward
money. Hell! She’s probably thinking about how to save herself when the next
attack comes. She doesn't care. And that's never going to change.”
“I
don't believe that.”
“Have
you seen her do anything to find out what happened to Marcel?”
“No, I
haven't. And maybe she doesn't care, but I don't believe that won't change.”
“Yes,
because 'nothing stays the same.' I've heard it before.”
“It's
true.”
Amy
rolled her eyes in annoyance at Bethany. “I got to go clean some sheets and fix
a broom.” And she walked back to the room.
“Amy!
Please be careful about what you say about Marcel. Some people actually did
care about her.”
Amy
stopped. Her fury glowed a bit, but then she silenced it. This was Bethany
talking. She wouldn't say anything to purposely hurt Amy. But Amy thought it
would be best to correct her anyway. She spun to look at Bethany. “I take it
you are under the impression that I don't care that Marcel died. I do care. But
death happens. We're in this hell hole because of death. I've learned to accept
it and acknowledge it. I wish Marcel didn't die or disappear, but then I wished
that my parents didn't die, but that's what happens. You don't get your wish in
reality. Fate just does whatever the hell it wants.” She walked away.
Bethany
sighed. “Great going, Beth,” she told herself and then resumed working.
Amy
walked back into the room. Her fury was still glowing slightly, but she did her
best to press it down. Amy knew people thought she was careless, selfish, and
didn't give a damn. Sometimes she didn't, but she couldn't help looking at
Marcel's cot and feel a sense of emptiness and loss. She didn't really talk to
Marcel much, but there was this unacknowledged kinship between them. Both had
lived in Grestling forever, and both had strove to survive in the orphanage.
Marcel’s death made Amy feel alone. The pain of it nearly ripped Amy to shreds.
And
that made her fury burn for dragon blood.
Amy grimaced, snatching the pillow, sack cloth, and a bucket
on the way out. She held her breath to keep from breathing in the over
excessive scent of blood and marched out the back of the orphanage to the well
to wash the blood out. At the well she filled bucket and began cleaning the
pathetic bedding. The smell of death was so strong, as she poured water over
it. She buckled over at the stench. This is the last bit of Marcel we have,
Amy thought, looking at the running red water. This is the closest thing to
her on earth that we know of. She groaned and fell to her knees. Marcel was
the only one in the orphanage who could come close to understanding Amy. They
never even spoke to one another, but that was an understanding in and of
itself. There was one rule Amy held above all in survival: Never invest
yourself. Marcel had understood that rule too. To invest yourself was to love,
to care, to show affection. But investing any part of yourself into anything on
this earth was dangerous. People were fragile. Animals were fragile. Death
could take them away easily. Amy didn't know until now how much she had
invested in Marcel, but she knew it was too much. Shad broken her rule. And now
she paid for it with Marcel's death.